I Don't Want This Moment To Ever End.

I've been thinking a lot lately. Thinking about the past, present and future. Honestly, my life had been really great, but also there was the time where it was so bad that I felt like I don't belong here anymore. There were also the time where I regretted certain decisions I made, but luckily I managed to go through them with the help of my beloved family and friends. Anyways, I've realized I've changed. Changing from young to old and from immature to mature. It's funny how when I was young, I wanted so badly to grow up. But now when I'm partly grown up, I'm desperate to go back to my old days. Well, I guess that's part of life. We all have to grow. But the thing is I'm afraid. I'm afraid to leave my house and be brave to explore the world. I know it's good thing to explore the world, but I'm afraid I'll fall and stumble down. It's hard where life have to be up and down. Sighh. At the same time, I'm also afraid of who I'll be and what I'll do. So, there goes my thoughts. Thanks for reading, if you did. :)